thoughts from a chaotic self
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Another late night, maybe the 20th in a row, seeing as I don’t start school for another week. All this free time has got me all down, which isn’t fun, at all. I don’t know if it’s the lack of social interactions or whether it’s this constant need for purpose but I’m just getting more and more anxious as the new semester proceeds. Ugh, and Facebook is the devil. Sidenote, but really, I’m on it way too much for little activity and I find myself fawning over people, who clearly since our online friendship has been established don’t give two damns. What makes it worse is when I reach out, trying to make an effort to hang out with someone and it goes completely ignored. What’s the use? If it means just this constant pacing back and forth back and forth then I’m done.